against all odds, im determined to pursue basketball

2006-04-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

long time no blog man.

sudden urge to blog ha.

lots of stuffs happened to nh.

j.k left us..to the another world..

many schoolmates cried.

some totally broke down.

was kinda sad in my heart.

but strong enuff to control my sadness.

this week aint like a school week.

lessons isnt like lessons.

now school is weird sometimes.

hope my 311 frens will cheer up bah.

ytd was toally CRAZY b4/during/aft school.

be school- mugging hard for olevel physics spa.

during sch - panic during spa exam.

and yea the feeling is FANTASTIC ok.

sure egg for it.

and tecaher kept giving tests next week.

4 tests namely eng chi chem bio.

like wtf.

something happened again.

shant elaborate further bah.

close shave.

after school was way crazy at mcdonald.

haha especially that ellisse LOL.

she kept calling the young male waitress.

damn funny la!

den she asked him to clear our table.

den keep calling him for several times.

den we keep asking questions and saying somethings funny.

had a great time!

and we acted cute face outside the mc looking at the waitress.

many tot we were crazy.

of cos mcdonald was bombarded by our high-pitch laughters.

at the cosmetic shop darn funny.

ellise bought a box of 6 pasteballs or whats that called.

she ate 1.

AND DROPPED 5.

OUTSIDE the shop ok.

hilarious la haha.

and she bought another 1.

and vomited one out.

the state was abit eee.

LOL.

very fun with them.

ok everything was back to the happy mood again.

4 tests like crazy.

2006-03-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

ha can say this is the wonderful-est sch day.

the emergency sound broadcasted over the whole school.
and yea i was like so exaggerating.
was shouting here and there.
huiwen n lijie were like so 'frighten' and excited can.
den we shutted ourself in the classroom.
HA.

in-place protection exercise were great la.
duper high man.
sealed our windows with garbage bags.
and yes not even 1 atom of oxygen carbon dioxide or nitrogen came in la.
so darn stuffy inside.
and yea the improvise toilet looks great huh.
made my tables and sealed with garbage bags.
and yea toilet bowl is the rubbish bin la.
it looks so innovative la.
but no one actually went in to try it out.
cos its just uper disgusting can.

sang birthday song for sihui during that 1 hr.
and yea we were cracking lame jokes.
kahswee was jus as cute and funny.
ha miss poon were having a great time there laughing.

and yea mr foo announced the ALL CLEAR signal.
went to hall for ipp de-brief.
haha b lim once again nagged at us.
and mr foo praised us for completing the exercise in 25 mins.
and the moe officers were so amazed.
they din stayed for de-brief.
cos they think we had done so well.
no need address us haha.
and mr foo so farnie la.
he said some class dun let him in.
haha cos he patrolling round the sch with the moe officers ma.
and he said wad whne he shouted to 4/4 thay the moe officers were to release smoke in.
they were like NEH NEH-ING.
as gas din came into their classroom.
so they neh ni POO POO him haha.
and yea he said a class even sang birthday song.
so we shouted 3/4 haha.
so high up ok.

and yea blim was farnie before dismissal.
she told us this is the 1st time we are allowed to dirnk.
so drink more.
its our lunch.
eat the bottle if u can.
drink till the last drop.
everybody was like LOL.

and yea.
awaiting for the adventure camp.
ha i shall be bold!

2006-03-06T10:56:00.000+08:00

oh had a wonderful weekend.

road run on friday.

well i walked for the whole journey ok.

haha took 40 mins la.

was listening to hp radio.

and yeah.

way cool la.

cabb-ed to heeren.

met emy and amel LOL.

ya roam-ed minitoons for stuff toys lo.

and ya im totally broke la!

had mocha ice blended.

den went far east and jus shopped aimlessly.

bus home and i immediately tucked myself in my blanket and slept.

oh saturday was uper high ok.

met sec 3s guides at bp plaza mcdonalds.

treated anqi bubble tea and went to yx house the carpark.

haha 5th floor carpark.

and yea there isnt any sight of cars.

rehearsed and it was great LOL.

around evening went to rv campfire.

oh it was so damn nice to see my childhood fren =)

and we gotta use chopstick to pick up marbles from clayey solution.

ok quite easy la.

and yes rv gg used those wooden sticks and ropes to construct some rigid structures.

so darn impressed la.

climbed up and down.

fun fun la.

den yea bombed schs.

fuhua scouts hwa chong scouts bv gg and ct gg.

and yes when the campfire starts and we cheer and sing along.

we were so damn high.

shout like a mad dog.

our dance were ok.

overwhelming response LOL.

during the shaky part la.

den yea very high-up!

went near the fire.

and we jus danced and jumped like nobody business.

fuhua scouts were so farnie la can.

they kept singing schnappi.

and yea they are uper cute la.

went tanglin halt for supper.

had satay stingray and i ate my mee fen.

LOL.

dunno how to eat stingray.

had fun chatting haha.

sunday yeah went out to meet laoda, anqi, xue en.

had kfc and xue en was like suddenly broke out into laughters?

we were all influenced by her and laughed for no reason.

she explained that becos she tot of last yr camp christine.

a sec 2 guide suddenly stopped while carrying the kayak thingy.

the guide say she saw a deadbird.

and xue en find it farnie.

we were like LOL.

den went to far east and had haircut.

xue en cut a hairstyle that suit her face.

anqi cut a stylo hairstyle.

and i let the auntie choose the hairstyle she wants to cut.

and yea my hair looks similiar to that i first cut.

LOL.

den went to heeren and yea shopped.

took neos and it was fun la.

ok so darn fun can.

haha den went to cine and had kobayashi.

nice nice.

and i went around finding the bball net carrier but cant find one.

urgggghh so dulan can.

but anyway ya bus-ed home.

this 3 consecutive days are truly memorable! <3

jus whats wrong with me.

jus what am i thinking.

im jus out of my mind.

2006-03-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

got back eng, maths and bio.
results were xxx.
disappointing.
but i passed my english!
but borderline passed la.
big deal?

and yes huiwen is darn clever.
WRINKLED question she noe sia.

sec 1s and 2s had ndp trng.
uhh make me think back of last yr ndp.
where all the guides march.
the time spent with yas and officer.
remembering the familiar faces.
and jokes of officers.
and padang where we perform.
and when we run to the bus.
cheer loudly.
had kfcs and pizza hut.
reminiscing...

pizza hut with emy, amel, ladeedubs and sarah.
hm were chatting bout lots of stuffs.
had alot laughters.
LOL.

went home and told mum my results.
HENG sia.
she never scold me for my results.
she just say okok only.

bus to queensway with sister.
saw alot of cool stuffs.
nike bball shorts.
oh they are darn cool and cheap.
gotta buy it.
and this running jersey.
i shall buy it for beach wear!
and yes saw alot of duper nice accesories.
got alot of things to buy.
shall shop big time during holidays.

baby, you hurt me so bad.

2006-02-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

din get back any papers.
uhh sian la.
tml sure alot heart attack.

eh i think my attitude towards others is xxx.
going to worse.
uhh diff to change la.
im jus stubborn.

and yes.
been thinking of bball.
haha this is everyday thing la.
lol.
and yes dated amelia out during march holi.
hoho shall call other people of our cliques.
eh i wont feel bored anymore.
YAH DAH.

2006-02-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

school was xxx.
carissa and company were HAPPILY teasing me.
but hello.
do i care?
i DUN GIVE A DAMN alright.

geog was totally screwed.
well not only me la.
32 people FAILED.
YAH DAH.

oh yes bestaye was finally back in school.
haha happy =)

walk home with yj and people.
tok bout stuffs stuffs.
at least gotta understand the different facades of people.
well i will back u up yj =)

bball hoops camp.
oh yes pray hard there are no remedials.
or supp lessons.
or i shall miss the opportunity.
<3 basketball

2006-02-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

oh fcuk.
simply hate myself.
man.

weeks b4 i touched my ball.
and shootings were horrible.
only pathetic five percent went it.
lay up were ok.
eighty percent=)
weather uper hot.
wind uper big.
plus some people play here and there.
dampened my mood.

y cant i play well.
but i wont get demoralise.
i WONT, get it?
i shall train harder.
HARDER.

2006-02-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

lessons were boring.
darm common tests coming.
haven really start to revise.
fcuk.

kept toking to lijie.
on some bad qualities that each and every human beings have.
haha and bla bla bla.

gotta start mugging hard!
and yes got lots of activities lined up after common tests!

hope that ivy will cheer up. take care ya =)

2006-02-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

close match between nhhs and jss.
the score throughout the game is very close.
match was uper exciting lo.
with several amazing stunts.
qi long ask us not to see too near the bench.
cos he say coach will become cxxxy.
and yes.
nh coach was like uper funny when he scold.
damn funny.
felt that the match was not really to be lost.
several opportunities arrived but...
alot of rebounded balls not caught.
alot of one-man-show(shant mention who).
alot of fouls.
too aggressive.
these are all my own personal comments.
hope that it never affect anyone bah.
the coach is really one funny joker.
he shouted what "the IN DU" which means the hindu guy from jss.
he shouted "AH PUI" which is one guy from nh.
damn funny joker.
but i think he in quite a sad plight bah.
can see hes a good man.
got alot of illness but still wanting to help nh.
really sad.
hope he will recover after the opt lo.

anyway upon seeing those girl bballers.
i really questioned myself ifi had joined the wrong school.
my heart and mind is really into bball.
but due to xxxx factors.
i seems to be one step further away from my bball dream den others.

headed back for school for skit rehearsal.
was quite successful but messy done.
LOL.

but anyway hope tml can perform well.
although we din really went to rehearsal.
hope u guys can sit back and have a good time watching our skit.

2006-02-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

haha let me blog bout saturday.
went to sally aunite house at around evening time.
haha house-warming lol.
reached there got lion troupe by a bunch of gin na zai.
lol then i saw the hong san xiao zi.
haha.
den ate and stuff.
alot of people.
got some shuai ge there too.
jeffrey de frens lol.
den went to karaoke room sing song.
joyce were singing.
and jeffrey were like teasing her.
haha.
den played balut with ORANGE once again.
haha quite funny la.
theres this ban ban.
and the banker have to eat 2 orange.
like so xxxx.
haha.
den played mahjong.
lost like siao.
bankrupt liao.
LOL.
den stuff stuff and stuff.
really like the house.
very very beautiful.
anyway reached home at around 3.

today was uper xxx la.
pe had freeplay.
played basketball with dion tracy shuning and some other girls.
plus all the 6 guys.
wasnt in my normal condition.
perhaps my fundamental skills still not strong enough.
dribbling is super bad.
shooting is super bad.
everything was totally SCREWED.
tickmeng says im a actcooler.
yea i think so too.
not much of an actcooler though.
haha im so ironic.
LOL jus that i wanna train myself.
to be more daring to dribble and shoot in front of others.
if not, how could i improve?
den i got hit by the ball.
and my specs flew a few metres away after hurting my nose there.
and my specs is like abit distorted liao.
den pe ended.
i was like poised to shoot den suddenly throw the ball to mr anthony.
he was like shock tio.
den he keep am chio-ing LOL.
ask us not to laugh at him.
LOL.
den me and jolin were laughing all the way up to class.
YAH DAH.
geog was SCREWED.
don wanna tok about it.

lunch was fun.
was bickering with amelia though.
and yea chinese.
i scored a super duper uper lan score that i can bang myself onto the wall.
is like so xxxx la when u have studied whole-heartedly.
fcuk man.

2006-02-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

I SCREWD UP MY CHI TEST.
uhh im in deadmeat la.
shant blog bout it anymore.

lessons were ok.
totally love yvonne lim class.
haha everyone greet her princess.
GOOD MORNING PRINCESS.
she like no choice to stop us.
cos she tell us to say properly good morning miss lim.
den for 3 times.
we still greet her princess.
bell ring and again THANK YOU PRINCESS.
ohh ohh so fun =)))

nh din do well for the o levels.
theres no straight 9 A1.
uhh thats pretty sad la.

ltr went to watch match with the bunch of 3o9 girls.
haha shawn lee is there!!
he playing for bpghs.
haha the girls main motive mostly to see him.
me is to see match and see him too.
haha he so shuai la can.
shant say about his bball skills.
but bpghs lost.
we were pretty sad la.
alot of girls were like cheering for him.
they went there mostly to just catch a glimpse of him.
haha i found out that he has a charming dimper when he purse his lips.
so cute and shuai ok!!!!
love him <3!

2006-02-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

wahaha.
wanna blog about sunday LOL.
went to my xiaogu hse around noon time.
shaun was playing dota.
and so i like slept on the table.
den claire came back home from tution.
so i helped her coloured her BLOODY art.
haha so fun.
i feel so kiddish at that time.
LOL.
so around 5.
helped to set up stuff for the night's buffet.
den bathed and changed to my new clothes.
newbie tee and and1 shorts <3

den my uncle angmoh fren came.
haha me and cousins were like hiding in the karaoke room.
gambling with money.
and xiaogu came back and sort of scolded us.
den we went down and crapped.
den jeffrey and his frens and his family came.
den we gambled with jeffrey,marcus,yili,shaun.claire,chengda,sister.
haha we need to eat orange if we lose the banker.
so kanasai right.
and of cos not 1 orange.
but 1 slice of orange la.
den i like ate 15 + slices of orange.
so full k.
den 10+ orange on the plate all finished by us.
LOL.
and its like so fun can.
cos we all teenagers den jeffrey marcus and yili like all funky teenagers.
so very fun lol.
den later played with sparklers.
so fun la.
den jeffrey they all made the swinging sparklers.
by connecting them together.
so dangerous can.
haha so fun.
finished around 20 packets of sparklers at one go.
haha.
den gambled with money.
so fun la.
cos playing with teenagers are so fun.
LOL.
den overall won 55.
haha im riched<3
lol.
gonna spend it on my nike bag.
heeeee.
VERY FUN DAY!
haha have a nice time playing with jeffrey marcus yili auntie sally apple shaun chengda claire.
<3

2006-01-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

its 8.12 now.
and i have been slacking at home.
watching fullhouse and eating new year snackies.
haha haven go out lol.
cant bai nian this year.
but till now still haven go my previous ah ma house.
sian.

and emy haha not all u choose de ar.
i bought 2 tees and 1 shorts from and1 myself.
LOL.
yaya but i haven gotta wear it yet awww.

really sian.
ytd watch the channel 8 new year show.
countdown.
but wasnt really watching.
da shao chuing at the eleventh hour.
LOL.
den the clock struck 12.
my family was like screaming HAPPY NEW YEAR.
lol.
den after the show ends at 1.
watch full house.
haha rain is uper shuai and cool ok.
love him la!
and at around 2.40 AM headed to chinatown.
cabbed there.
and the taxi driver like going to fall asleep.
LOL.

den went around walk walk.
abit crowded.
but not as bad as wad i had tot la.
den the shop owners like shouting here and there.
den theres this indian guy he was like dunno talking or singing.
TODAY 2 DOLLAR.
TOMOROOW 5 DOLLAR.
and he keep repeating in the same tone.
is like so so so farnie can.
den went to find my biao ge shop.
den chatted awhile.
met alot of people there.
my father frens.
my mother fren de son.
oh he so shuai la!
den oso saw my 6 shu.
haha so coincidence.
LOL.

ok ltr i think im going out.
tml going my wai po side.
oh yea im gonna gamble.
(they are all adult pros there)
wish me luck!

2006-01-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY :)
bought 2 new tees and 1 pants.
oh love it la =)

and yes emy is pissed off with me again.
she like so frustrated haha.
and 1 factor cos i copycat her.
i bought 2 clothes which is like same as her.
but diff colour.
LOL.

and yes ena and amelia is oso pissed off.
they look so sian.
IM FEELING ULTRA GUILTY LA.
haha.
and changed my shoe colour.
sis say not nice again.
AWWWW.

im not going for training anymore.
went there once and find that aint much help.
decided not to waste money.
but to help my mum.
so i gonna train myself.
lalala.

i got uper lots of hmw to do.
and sumore DA SHAO CHU is just so troubling me.

2006-01-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

OH YEAH.
i din fall asleep in class today.
oh so proud of myself :))
had chem early in the morning.
i duno a single thing bout chapt 2.
but i have fun doing that pop quiz LOL.
bio was quite ok la.
went to the lab and did some hands-on.
den lj hw and charmaine were like bullying me.
asking me to scrape the cell off my cheek.
WTF.
i wont do such a disgusting thing la.
haha.
but i din in the end.
after tm did the 1st time and failed.
and i failed too.
LOL.

ok i wan to tell the whole world that i hate mr lee la.
i simply dislike listening to his monotonous tone.
i wan a better chinese teacher la.
oh fcuk la.
i think i gonna flunk my chi in o's.
and yes papa physix rox so darn much la.
really enjoy his lesson.

lunch was uper duper hilarious la.
went to 311 and amber was toking bout stuffs.
she's a funny girl la k.
she can tok bout alot of things in such a funny way.
lol dun really noe her.
but she very sociable la.
guess 311 will be a very fun class becos she in that class LOL.

maths nearly made me depressed ok.
i was like having alot of careless mistakes and dunnos.
9= 3 to the power of 2.
and i KEEP writing 3 to the power of 3!
so and xxxx la.

went orchard with amel and emy.
we managed to flag a mercedes cab.
and amel kept saying what we very wei feng.
haha wad to wei feng about la amel.
LOL.
but is quite cool la actually.
LOL.
went to alot of shops.
and like alot of GIRLS shop and BOYS shop.
of cos i go boy boy type de shop cos i dont like the clothes in the girls shop.
but of cos i buy is not very boy de la.
bought a bermuda.
was like considering for a long time.
den emy quite pissed off la haha.
den me and emy bought a shoes together.
diff colour.
i was like deciding to buy the light or dark coloured one.
at 1st they say light colour de.
and then i ask them keep looking.
and they finally say dark colour de.
i spent like 1 hr there lo.
after that we sent amel to the escalator.
den me and emy went to heeren.
look at stuffs but werent our kind.
so went to wisma.
emy was pissed off by me again.
she wants me to wait for her to hire cab den i go.
den i dun want.
den no taxi sumore.
den i immediately went up the escalator to lvl 4.
den she like no choice but to follow.
LOL.
went top the AND1 and find that the shirts are abit LENGTHY.
and i love the basketball shorts la.
but den is uper ex k.
so den we went home LOL.

my sis say my shoe dark brown abit yellowish.
den like uncle type of shoes.
den i tried it on with my bermuda.
the colour blending is uper weird.
really.
but bought le ma.
so must learn to love.
hahas.

BALLER.

2006-01-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

pe lesson was so DUMB ok.
we went down late duh.
and like we just did some freaking dumb exercises.
english was fun.
i must DECLARE that i LOVE miss poon!
oh shes great la.
open and friendly la.
simply love her LOL. <3

recess was ok lo.
den b lim was like shouting at people.
we haven finish la okae.
i DEMAND for longer recess la!
yah dah.
oh i love physics.
was recaping chap 1.
den like play a forfeiting game.
and idiotic xue jie called me and i nidda to ans the most diff question.
and i STAMMERED lo.
ok i speak like tt de la.
den i like make a fool of myself.
OH MAN.

maths was sud confusing la.
as the chapter goes i feel so blur.
and miss ong never do recap lesson with us.
and like the stuff that we learnt ytd.
all washed off freshly from my mind.
so xxxx la.
bio was ok lo.
but i simply dun enjoy jaq tan lesson.
feel that is sud boring LOL.

polished my booots here and there.
from morning to noon ok.
had a great time polishing LOL.
guides footdrill was so dot la.
had footdrill and it rains so heavily.
and the floor was Super Uper Duper wet.
and it nearly make all of us slipped la.
DUMB ASS la.
den the first aid lesson i was like taking forty winks.
heck care la.
slept at 1 lo.
den like so super tired la.
so feel like knocking myself unconscious.
so that i can get a good sleep haha.
i think im being radical LOL.

played basketball after gg with simin, wendy, anqi, xue en, jie heng, yang yi and bla.
den the boys like eh.
DOG FIGHT.
and they play among themself.
neglecting the girls.
i simply hate that ok.
since the girls are in the team.
y dun u guys like pass the ball to girls more often.
i noe that u all are mroe pro-er and feel that girls are lan-ers.
but do u guys noe wads teamwork?
uhhh im random la.
but i greatly enjoy the session.
the boys are so uper funny lo.
hilarious la.

I dream.
I learn as I play.
I love.
I ball and I game.

2006-01-15T14:59:00.000+08:00

1st time training.
at 1st din noe wheres the place.
so i ask security guard.
den go up see the under 10 playing match.
bunch of cute kids.
den i dunno wheres te counter ma.
so i asked some 10 yr old who was buying drink.
to help me ask if still selling tickets for the under 16.
and so yes and i felt so paiseh as i walked in.
one thing i mus say.
alot of the players are caucasians!
haha so i register and stuff.
den theres this nice lady brought me to meet another two girl caucasians.
and had warm up with them.
the shots were pretty ok.
and at around 11.30 coach blowed the whistle.
and is another caucasian.
had warm up exercise.
den we lined in 2 rows opp each other.
den had lay up and stuff.
left hand lay up was xxxx.
im a right hander la.
den lined up in alot of rows at one side of court.
den throw ball to each other as we run.
so confusing ok.
im a first timer la.
so i created many jokes there la.
but as time goes is ok le.
den we had match.
the boys are playing sud rough.
chiong and chiong and chiong.
so the girls rarely had a chance to play.
theres 4 girls only.
im the only singaporean lo.
there are alot of boy caucasians.
so me and another girl was switch to another team.
i tot things would get better.
but no.
the boys there so li hai.
theres this indian-germany girl oso so daring.
she dare to charge and defend and stuff.
her lay up is very good.
unlike me.
i daren't charge,defend and stuff.
and always when i try to lay up.
theres some stupid guy who keep blocking.
LOL.
anyway i dun like the ball.
its so slippery with the boys sweat ahha.
not bouncy enuff too.
lol
din really had a chance to play.
i was like so shy there.
din really see much improvement in my skills.
uh feeling so disappointed.
lixuan! buck up la!

lixuan.
if you want to play well.
don't be afraid.
if not u are one step further away.
from ur dream.
be serious!

2006-01-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

eh sch was ok la.

the parade square is like xxx wet.

and teachers still insists on having morning assembly.

they should think of how tired the workers are.

having to sweep the water on the floor.

3o4 standing in front of the flagpole.

DUMB man.

chinese lesson very sian.

got this compo writing about school.

seeebeiz boliao la.

yah dah.

pe uper funny sia.

mr anthony keep saying this phrase.

'DUN GO TO NUH BY URSELF IF U INJURED AR'

haha uper hilarious la.

one joker man.

had laksa for recess.

uper HOT seh.

my throat was like feeling so xxx.

maths was ok.

miss ong is a good teacher :)

geog is uper boring.

map readings are jus so dead la.

but i shall learn to love geog.

yah dah.

i love physics.

finally i said this word.

papa physix so good.

his teaching method is good.

and he says that to finish teaching olevel physix.

he can finish it in 2 weeks.

superb sia.

haha.

im gonna enjoy his lessons.

im not gonna slack.

been having self-revision these days.

shall continue and continue.

whilst studying, im not gonna forget my love.

basketball.

ball it in.

for u shall have no time to react.

jus do it now.

or there shall be no second chance.

CHOP.

2006-01-08T10:36:00.000+08:00

ytd cca extravaganza is so xxxx la.
uper sian.
got alot kana by the mud la.
haha din dig much pit so still ok la.
the rain den spoiled the bbq-ing lo.

went home early with tickmeng.
den went to upcc took my scholarship.
met alot of familiar faces.
and b4 i went up to the stage.
i was like trembling in fear lo.
den when i go up tt time shake hand.
i was like giving a very dao look.
haha heck la.

home and i slept.
was super tired.
i slept at 2+ and woke up at 5+ ok.
den woke up at 8.
mum was like nagging me to prepare and stuff.
irritating sia.

went to macpherson san yuan ate.
got my whole family and my bro gf.
desmond yl biru and gary.
ate alot of good stuff there.
steam crab hei po ostrich meat sa puo prawns.
and most impt is the or ni.
so sweet and delicious.
ltr went to gary kor kor de autobahn car showhouse.
there is display alot of cars.
not those honda toyota type de.
but is those very ex and got some is old old de.
like ferrari,maserati,bmw,porsche,rolls-royce.
darent dream of having one
lol.
and saw alot of old type of cars.
and they are like antiques.
very ex.
i saw this car plate number 1.
den orange colour.
love that la.
yah dah.

we den decided to go to eskibar.
we tot is eh tanjong pagar.
so we happily drive down there.
and they door said 'SHIFTED TO HOLLAND V'.
we were like so XXX la.
so we drive to holland v.
we went in to see got place anot.
inside very cold.
10-15 degrees.
got a cold room is 0 degrees e.
they got rent jacket.
we waited for quite long cos we got 10 ppl.
so we like decided to go somewhere else.
so we went to mount faber the jewel box.
went to have some drinks lo.
scenery was magnificent la.
so beautiful man.
drank ice coffee.
haha wanna try strawberry martini de.
but decided not to cos dad here.
and got abit liquor.
oh im a kid la.
not suppose to drink yah dah.
but i sipped once b4 haha.
cool.
and desmond got say that the 1st and only time he vomited.
is when he drank long island tea.
a mixture of so many wine.
lol.
den were like like chatting bout the cable car accident.
when a large large ship got this long long thing on it.
and it jus knock or hook onto the cable car string.
and a cable car jus sadly dropped into the sea.
some died.
happened years years ago.
lol.

den we went back home at around 1.30.
was quite tiring la.
but really had a great time aye.

get this on.
bring out the feeling.
get the excitement carry on.
immerse urself fully.
in the game.
BASKETBALL.

2006-01-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

chem lesson was like xxx.
i dun understand a single thing la.
KILL ME.
papa physix so friendly.
i think my physics got hope le.
chinese teacher is yucky.
i think im gonna flunk it terribly.
bio was ok.
i dun feel like doing the map thing.
i dun use that method anyway.
the sec 1s were like having some party or wad.
titbits and sweets.
oh so kidish.
english was like uper boring.
we cant seem to settle wad to type.
this project is like so xxxx.
after sch ate takoyaki.
i wan kfc.
but jo and emy insists on going jp.
but later we settle down and ate takoyaki.
yah dah.
help mum make the meat thing at home.
im a filial girl ok.
den went to sleep.
there were like pretty of tel rings.
and they are so darn irritating man.

feel that i shoudnt slack anymore.
everybody out there is chiong-ing.
even thou its the start of the yr.
it jus pressurizes me.
i have plan a pretty few things to do.
hope that my heart will help me do a right thing.

"When i step onto the court, I'm ready
to play. If you are going up against me,
you had better be ready. If you're not
going to compete, i will dominate you."

2006-01-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

wad a yawning day.
i kept dozing off.
KILL ME.
i din pay attention for bio and chem.
and so i felt so regretful.
GRRS.
malay lesson so crap lo.
taboleh tahan sia.
NAMA AWA?
and emy like a mad girl.
keep like yan jiu-ing my bag.
YAH DAH YAH DAH.
den jojo like farnie.
she says 3/4 students cannot speak well.
PENG.
jus coincidence.
tt moment speak RINGGIT in wrong tone.
so sound like RINGGAT.
HILARIOUS LA.
pizza hut-ed.
FULL-ISH!
and jojo keep saying i very random.
dots.
jus creating stupid moments ma.
haha .
guess im abit radical la.
yah dah yah dah.
emy and jojo was like laughing.
at the stupid $1 umbrella scene.
and they wan totake foto of it.
but end up they took my foto.
jus happen to turn around.
OMG.
and sumore like so disgusting.
ARGGGGHHHS.
and i felt stupid in the bus.
i was like banging the chair with my bag.
AWWWWS.

tried to read phy chap 1.
ununderstandable.
so frustrated over chem.
dead meat.
need to re-read and re-cap!!!

i dare you.
give me that attitude.
show em off the court.
ohh i aint coward.
no mercy.
i shall thrash you.

2005-12-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

had a nice ytd.
went jermaine kor and peizhi jie house and met them.
den i was like blowing the newly bought male and female hamsters.
and the girl one like screeched so loudly.
angry huh.
haha. fiercer.
the guy one so gentle haha.
den chengda was playing the xbox.
fifa o6.
he screamed like hell when owen and lampard scored in.
haha.
den jermaine and peizhi were washing the hamster cage lo.
den lalala.
den jermaine was like scolding alot of xxxx.
lala den around 7+ went to jermaine mum house.
i was like so shy.
den got jermaine de relatives.
so paiseh.
had steam boat.
grilled pork and stuff.
den chengda was making alot of stupid noises haha.
den lalala.
fun fun.
den had ice cream cake lo.
wonder where is it bought.
so damn nice.
den i was jus slacking here and there.
den meixuan went back first.
she's going to church.
den soon 11 le.
i was like so kan cheong lor.
scared miss the countdown ma.
me jermaine peizhi faith chengda kamtiyah took a cab to 70 first.
aiyo journey so long.
den we dropped kamtiyah and faith at 70 first.
little baby faith fever so cannot go.
awwww.
she must feeling so unbalanced.
she was staring at our taxi as it went off.
see papa and mama go out.
hahas.
den we continue to cabbed down to city hall.
din went taka there cos gonna meet meixuan.
her church at there.
as soon as we came down from taxi.
the clock struck 12.
MERRY X'MAS.
there was like some shoutings in thepub.
city hall din have muchcelebrations.
so we took some pictures.
den like so blur.
haha.
we walk around.
like duno where to go like that.
intend to dine in at menotti but closed le.
so we walked.
and walked in Raffles The Plaza (Westin hotel)
went to the toilet.
saw some weird people.
den we walked out.
wanted to sit down for some drinks lo.
so we dine in at the lobby there.
got one dining area.
waaa i see the menu.
everyth like so $$$.
so i ordered ice mocca kiss.
same with chengda lo.
den peizhi jermaine and meixuan ordered weird drinks.
we simply jus crap there haha.
fun fun.
den they ordered some drinks which contains liquor.
awww den jermaine after drinking it felt bit chest pain.
haha blood too thick LOL.
den i tried it.
taste was ok.
but din really like it.
so we took pictures of the drinks lo.
den lalala.
den around 1.40.
we walked out.
took some pics lo.
den peizhi jie jie need to buy the contact lens the solution.
so we went in 7-11.
and meixuan went to take church pics.
den lala.
had a hard time fledding a cab lo.
got 5 of us.
at first the taxi driver ask us to take anth taxi.
but we jus continue to sit in it.
uncle no choice haha.
they dropped me at amk there.
my 4-gu house.
so off-ed i went.
reached 4-gu house den chat with her lo.
cute little larry was sleeping.
uhh no one play with me lo.
haha.
so went back today lo.
HO HO HO!
MERRY X'MAS!

2005-12-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

hais.
been feeling quite worried and sad.
i wanna join the bbaxn junior open ball sessions.
it can help me in learning bball fundamentals.
but my mum kept strongly discourage me.
this is my dream, my love.
u noe all this while.
everyday day and night hours minutes and seconds.
i keep thinking about bball.
about me becoming a wai dui -er.
and den a professional bball player.
well perhaps u think i am dreaming too big.
but tts wad i really wan to be.
i am determined to play bball well.
i wan to pursue it.
but no one gives me chance.
my parents.
the study factor.
i hope i can join wai dui.
while playing while studying well.
i cant becos of study den drop my highest dream.
of becoming a bball player.
i noe i aint good enuff.
but i really wan to train well.
nid a coach.
nid join wai dui.
den i can take a step closer to my dream.
but jus all the irritating factors tt stop me.
sad all this while.
i am afraid that my this dream cannot become true.
all becos im still studying.
but still young nid to start den can catch up.
but my mum jus dun understands me.
dun understands wad i want.
life is not jus studying.
life is about pursuing ur own dream diligently.
but my life is controlled.
i jus wanna learn bball well.
well enuff to join a wai dui..

2005-12-15T16:24:00.000+08:00

haha its been long since i blogged.
had a fun fun week.
shall start from last thursday.
mum make steamboat lo.
den my relatives come and eat.
got desmond yanling 3 gu one family shuan claire gary kor and biru jie.
so rowdy and fun lo.
3 gu zhang yee wee yuzhen and cheng da came first lo.
they ate steamboat.
haha very fun.
the kids and teens use da com and stuff.
yuzhen and i bounced the bball around lo.
den later biru jie jie and gary kor kor came.
then eat eat eat chat chat and laugh laugh.
den 3 gu zhengjie claire and shaun came.
den joined us.
i let yuzhen see the street basketball video.
haha he thinks the video is kinda funny which contains superb stunts.
thats true.
haha.
den desmond and yanling came like so late.
when the food like gonna finish.
especially the abalone and yao rou finish le.
haha.
after finsih eating me,yuzhen,chengda,claire,yeewee and shaun went cc bball court to play bball.
it was 10.40.
and its like no light?
den still ok la.
we were like trying to shoot and search for the ball in the dark.
always cant catch the ball.
hilarious la.
den yeewee like monkey like tt la haha.
yuzhen shooting chao pro.
den around 11.10 the security guard come chase us out.
duh.
nvm so we went back.
at my house downstair saw biru jie jie and gary kor kor and zhengjie.
they claimed to be looking for us.
but haha thye dunno where were we.
so they was like turning rounds and rounds.
gary kor treat the kids drinks from 7-11 lo.
haha i went up first.
den saw peizhi jie and jermaine kor and their baby.
dey jus came lo.
den again listen to desmond toking wonderful and interesting stories.
haha still got wad stories.
the kampong stories and funeral stuff.
haha nice nice.
den desmond accidentally knock down the glass of beer.
and it spilled on the floor of my room.
guessed my room might had the smell of beer that night haha.
den we chat chat chat.
really nice to listen to the adults tok about their stories.
interesting.
den around 1.
they gonna go home le.
aww sad sad.
time flies so fast.
den i persuade the kids to stay.
they actually not kids la but around my age some smaller.
but they dun wna lo.
im so bored.
haha.
so they went home lo.
den jermaine and peizhi and baby actually wanted to go home de.
but they say wait a while more.
so i gambled 21 point with jermaine kor kor.
while peizhi jie jie is helping my sis in the jig-saw puzzle.
and sis and baby sleeping.
the bet is 1 buck.
den gamble gamble until i v dulan.
i lost 22 bucks lo.
den i like no $.
so
i paid him 13 bucks first.
and owed him 9 bucks.
aww sad sad.
and so off they went home lo.

friday din do much thing. so i shant tok about it ba.

ok saturday youxian uncle drove me to 3 gu house.
i brought my bball there too.
intend to play bball with yuzhen and yee wee.
so we went down to the bball court to play.
uh din played well.
maybe the court i not use.
uh cannot blame the court la lixuan.
haha.
den is like play 45 mins den lightning thunder rain all come.
uhh scared scared.
i like so scraed the lightning that i rushed to the hdb flat the void deck.
haha.
den yeewee want to see dunno wad sch.
so left me and yuzhen.
we played 1 on 1 in the void deck.
i was like laughing all the way.
i dun dare to qie him.
i scared i miss lol.
so jus keep on dribbling haha.
den we went back to 3 gu house.
the rain wet my bball.
and its now heavier.
UHHHH.
went back home boucned the bball around.
tok to 3 gu about some stuffs.
den i was like barkign at yeewee to stop playing starcraft and let me and yuzhen play the staircase game.
haha.
after that played sian le.
den i go play nba live.
nice nice.
but i played awhile den 3 gu tell me to go and eat.
food was not bad.
haha.
den i was like making funny noises.
like when drinking the soup.
i sipped it loudly and unpleasantly.
yeewee was luaghing like a mad dog.
ahha den me and yeewee and yuzhen like ate alot of fish cake.
den chengda and zhengjie who was playing gameboy and com joined us.
and found that there are only 4 fishcakes left.
hahaha.
so chengda ate 2.
and me and yeewee blamed chengda on eating so many.
when it was me yeewee and yuzhen who ate most.
haha cos zhengjie wanted more den 2.
so we keep blaming chengda.
haha funny la.
after that we watched tv lo.
cartoon show.
the hua mu lan de.
quite funny.
den around 8.30 we went amk central there the pasar malam.
nothing much to buy at pasar malam except food.
so i brought cotton candy which i intend to give it to little larry when i go 4 gu house later.
i brought 3 lemon chicken wings and 3 seaweed chicken and 3 tapioca cake lo.
haha.
den we jus shop around and they walked me to the mrt.
den i waved goodbye to them lo.
after that i mrt-ed to yck and walked to 4 gu house.
haha they intend to bring me to ecp beach de.
but i was so late.
so no choice.
i watched tv ate 1 lemon chicken wings lo.
den 4 gu bring me and little larry downstairs to go eat.
larry brought my bball there too.
he wants to play bball haha.
we intend to play bball 1st.
but the court got people playing.
so we continue walking.
wasnt very hungry so we walked to 6 shu house which was nearby.
they aint asleep yet.
so we stayed there chat with 6 shen and kids lo.
larry keep playing with zhenghui and liangyi.
den bout half an hour later we went down.
we settled at a coffee shop and ate kway teow ketchup.
little larry ate fishball haha.
so 4 gu finish the mee.
i ate finish a bowl of kway teow ketchup.
and im getting fatter.
haha.
den we walked back to 4 gu house.
den we saw the court was empty.
so we went to play bball awhile.
i got the ball in many times.
quite happy la.
den little larry tried to shoot.
but den the highest height the ball went up is jus my shoulder level.
haha.
little larry jus 2 and a half years old nia.
lol.
den 4 gu played.
she got hoop in the ball many times too.
she sec sch play bball de haha.
so i tried lay up.
got in some times.
den when little larry got the ball.
he wanted to throw into the drain.
awww.
haha.
so played awhile and we went back to 4 gu house lo.
i bathed den i felt so refreshed la haha.
den stayed awhile.
chat chat.
den went to sleep.
little larry wants to sleep with me.
haha.
but squeezy.
so 4 gu waited for larry to sleep den she carry him onto their bed.
haha so i slept at around 3+ lo.

den on sunday.
youxian uncle send me home at around 6.40 in da morning.
and it was like so cold and freezy in the car lor.
arrived shortly den.
so i went to sleep.
till around 12 dne woke up.
i prepared to go to bv mrt to meet yawen and yingxin.
on the way i guessed i dropped my nike wristband.
hais.
den we chat in the mrt.
hilarious lo.
guessed i haven say where we wrer heading.
ya we were heading to ecp park.
got bbq.
is for ndp gg contingent de.
haha cool.
den supposed to catch the shuttle bus at bedok de.
2.45.tt was super early.
cos we were supposed to be at the bbq pit at 5.
lol.
cos the shuttle bs got 2.45 and the next is 5.45.
so we want to take 2.45 de lo.
den yingxinw as alte.
we arrived at bedok at around 3.
no choice we went to bedok interchange searched for a bus to ecp lo.
finally.
401 got.
so we board it.
few mins later we arrived lo.
we dunno stop where so we stop at a very deserted place.
haha.
we walk 1 hour to the wimbledon bicycle rental lo.
so tired la.
den the shop de people like keep teasing yawen.
haha hilarious la.
rent a bike till 10 pm de.
6 bucks nia.
cheap right.
den we cycle to mc there.
see so many ppl.
so went to a food market there eat.
we ate and chat chat chat.
so around 4.30 we cycled back to the bbq pit we were supposed to be at.
den we saw only 2 YA nia.
so were bored and we cycled to bedok jetty lo.
saw people fishing.
cool la.
den we cycle back lo.
we parked our bike at the bbq pit there.
went to the beach and have fun.
quite fun la.
den yingxin and yawen want to go bedok jetty.
and their feet got alotof sand.
i collected cups lo.
wanted to wash our legs de.
den yawen and yingxin like bully me like that.
i keep collecting sea water for them towash their legsand slipper.
haha.
i so kelian lo haha.
i din wash lo.
heck care le haha.
dirty jiu dirty lo.
den they cycle to bedok jetty there.
din wanna stay there so i cycle here and there.
den later anqi and wenbing and xueen then arrive.
they went to wenbing church the stuff at expo.
they were like uper late haha.
so we played at the beach lo.
they played frisbee.
then the frisbee keep flying into the sea.
den anqi they all go take.
they were darn wet la haha.
den anqi intend to pull me into the sea.
waaa piang i like chua tio.
i dun wnana get wet ahha.
but then later i get myself into the sea.
my bball shorts are wet lo.
so uncomfortable haha.
so we went up for bbq.
i sat at the bench there.
too lazy to help in the bbq-ing.
sumroe bikes kana borrowed by other sch de guides
so no choice.
wait for people pengkan the food for us to eat haha.
food was ok la.
love the otah most.
chicken wings was sweet.
but it was like cooked at some parts and uncooked at some parts.
haha.
bit eh inedible lo.
haha.
den later bike came back le.
i cycle here and there again.
too bored le.
chat and laugh with my gang lo.
den at 10 nidda return our bike.
so yawen me and yingxin cycled there.
and anqi xueen and wenbing walked to the costa sand resort there.
guessed they might have walked very long ba.
haha after returning our bikes.
me yawen and yingxin went to the reception there.
me and yawen brought a bar of crunch.
i bought green tea too.
waited for anqi xueen and wenbing.
while waiting yawen and yingxin intended to play a game mahcine.
nid 1 dollar coin.
but then no matter how mnay timnes they put the coin in.
the coin always come out.
ahha so they dulan.
we jus sat at a place there chat.
den wait quite long for anqi xueen and wenbing.
they brought a big big coconut for us to drink.
we din really drink la.
only yingxin drank it.
den yawen was abit pissed off i guess.
maybe becos she was abit dulan for waiting anqi they all haha.
they ate sumore leh.
haha.
but nvm la.
we continue to joked around lo.
anqi let me seea video of xue en eating lo.
she eat till very farnie haha.
hilarious la.
we den walked out lo.
cos the shuttle bus was scheduled 11.
and tt time was at 10.30.
we dun wanna wait so we tried our luck to search for a bus stop.
we walked and walked and chat chat laughed laughed.
we like walked till a place which is like so deserted la.
then saw the udnerpass which states that if we take the udnerpass we can find a bus stop.
me and wenbing noe that the underpass is dirty.
as in 'dirty'.
u noe.
that kind of 'dirty'.
but we dun care la.
so we walked.
anyway we got 6 people there la.
but i still scared haha.
so i took out my amulet lo.
im so weird la. haha
so we walked.
den walked for 20 mins.
still cant see a bus stop.
we saw a man who si riding a bike.
so we asked that uncle where is the nearest bus stop lo.
he directed us lo.
so we found a bus stop thanks to him.
we only got 2 choices.
196 and 197.
haha so 196 came first and we board it.
went up and the upper floor like no people.
and it was so darn darn darn freezing cold.
so we chatted lo.
i din chat much.
not in the mood to chat lo.
i was like shaking.
cos the coldness like unbearable la.
den anqi and yingxin keep clapping their hands for dunno wads reason.
and they tok very loudly haha.
so i was like shh-shh-ing them.
den they like sounded pissed off with me.
ahha as in jokingly la.
haha.
so i went out of the bus at commonwealth stn there.
the rest taking bus to nh there den dunno how they go home haha.
i waited for bus 111.
den like very quiet la.
eerie.
ahha.
it was already 12.05 am lo.
den 10 mins later then 111 came.
so when i reached home.
i immediately went to bathe.
cos i gonna go 70.
previously my ah ma house.
so i chanegd quickly and down.
bought water and a pack of potato chips.
me and dad cab-ed down to 70 lo.
so long a joruney.
from ghim moh to yio chu kang leh.
den reached there.
3 gu yuzhen zhengjie chengda maid da gu and er gu shaun claire and xiaogu was there.
i listen to the adults chat again.
of cos again chat about ah ma stuff lo.
den da gu and er gu went off.
3 gu yuzhen and zhengjie staying cos tml nid to pai pai ah ma.
den i went up 2nd floor watch tv.
while yuzhen was resting and chengda redaing and zhengjie playing gameboy.
den shaun and clair and xiaogu went back home lo.
cos tml they nid to come to 70 early to bai bai ah ma.
so dad suggested to stay over at 70.
i was reluctant la haha.
but then later jus stop grumbling and i went to sleep lo.
slept at 3+ lo.
den woke up at 10.30.
den go bai bai ah ma.
cos is the third week since ah ma passed away.
so nid to pay respect to ah ma lo.
den later burn the paper money.
the smoke like make my eyes watery lo.
shaun was like playign around haha.
the adults were toking about ah gong and ah ma stuff again.
got my dad 3 gu 6 shen 7 shen and 7 shu.
den i drank hl milk lo.
7 shen buy de.
nice lo.
den cos the kids going bational library later.
so 7 shen and 7 shu drove them to their house 1st den later shane de ah gong drive them.
got shane chengda yuzhen zhengjie claire and shaun lo.
i joining them at a later time lo.
so listen 3 gu and xiao gu and dad chat.
of cos again botu ah ma and ah gong lo.
den thye like chat so long.
and i keep grumbling.
cos i was late.
nidda meet the kids later.
so i was like so annoyed la.
den at around 1 +.
called to booked a taxi lo.
den dad and me went home.
was supposed to send 3 gu home de.
btu she still haven settle some stuffs.
so xiaogu later den send her home.
den arrived at home.
then i quickly og bathed.
den slack abit and bought mc the grilled teriyaki burger lo.
so i board 111 and off i went to national library.
on the way i ate the burger.
i was like so scared the driver found out i eating.
so i ate sneakily.
haha.
den i went off the bsu at lucky plaza there and changed bus 7.
i arrived at a later bus stop lo.
so i nidda walked m0re to national library.
den while i was walking up the stairs.
i saw the kids.
so i shouted at them lo.
we went up to level 6 1st.
got the exhibition of the game designs characters.
haha aint interested.
so after awhile we went up to level 7.
we thought that was the main library.
so we went in.
plus sumore got security guard check our bags if we got bring papers and pencils anot.
den when we got in.
we found out that it was actually a reference library lo.
so we went out and down to b1.
there then is the central library.
so big.
dunno borrow wad book lo.
i serached till i dulan.
borrowed 3 books lo.
dunno if i will read anot haha.
den i asked claire where is her brother shaun.
she say cannot tell.
haha.
but dne she later tell me that shaun and shane went to lvl 1 the cafe there eat.
so me and claire went up.
den i ate choco eclair and mineral drink.
claire ate the same food and drank cie lemon tea.
den we saw chengda coming down buying coke light.
ahha.
we tried to hide from him.
we turn our heads to another side and keep it low.
haha notti him go buy coke light sneakily haha.
so we intend to suan him later went we go up.
den we go up.
tell chengda that when we at lvl 1 the toilet saw him drinking coke light.
dne he was like paiseh paiseh lor.
den later after all finsih borrowing.
we went down to wait for shane ah gong car.
waited so long.
so i borrowed yuzhen book the hoop drills to read.
nice nice.
den bout 20 mins later.
shane gong gong car den came.
den we went up and off we go to 7 shu house.
den on the way the boys watched the spongebob square pants attentively.
while me and claire played with little wynne and little gi kei.
den when we reach shane house.
i was like so shocked.
the house so beautiful.
the beautiful-est i ever seen.
so sophisticated.
den the hosue like alot of mirror image lo.
den swimming pool was so tempting.
so i go up and down see seew look look.
basement is kbox karaoke.
looks so grand.
den on top is lviing room and kitchen lo.
den 2nd floor is all the bedrooms lo.
den 3rd floor is da balcony.
big big balcony got plants den got altar there.
is actually too house de.
both design and structure all the same.
one is 7 shen house one is her brother hosue.
but connected.
so grand.
i darent dream that i would vere live in that kind of house lo.
so we jus slacked awhile.
played mahjong with 7 shen.
i hu the 1st game.
but den luck wasnt with me.
but heng i keep staying in the mahjong game.
den we play play play till abit sian.
den we slakc wtach tv.
played on shane com.
den we had dinner.
dinner was uiper ncie.
the rice was superb la.
not nromal type of rice lo.
got a very nice taste there.
after that we went to basment there karaoke.
the kids was liek shoutign and playign there.
especially playing with the mike haha.
so we sang sang sang.
den got fone call from 3 gu.
she tok to ehr kids.
and asked me to call ym mum.
so i called them.
and they asked why i off my fone.
i explain that i was at the basement so no reception and not off my fone lo.
den i told them i staying there lo.
den we cont karaoke.
haha.
we karaoke till around 2.
den we stopped.
we prepare beds and stuff lo.
shaun and shane sleeping in shane room.
me claire yuzhen zhengjie and chengda sleeping in the karaoke room lo.
den we slept at 2.30 like that.
planned to wake up at 8.00 tml for swimming.
haha.

so next day my hp alarm woke me up.
so i woke all the rest up.
7 shen promised to wake us up at 8 de but she was still sleeping haha.
nvm we woke up and had breakfast.
breakfast was ok lo.
den shane and shaun later then woke up.
we din wake chengda up aha.
but then later he was woken by our noise.
den 7 shen gave me and claire her swimmign suits.
heng ah got 2.
den the guys wear 7 shu boxers haha.
den we jumped in the pool lo.
pool was quite shallow.
so we jus swim and play around with shane's snookering equipment.
haha.
the flippers like cannot be used in a swimming pool la haha.
dne the breathing thing got a smell i dun like.
den the goggle so big haha.
so we play play play lo.
swam swam and swam.
shane brought some small cups that are used to bake cakes.
that was sharp.
and claire was cut by it lo.
den shane at first wanted to bring his scooter into the pool de.
but his nai ma stopped him haha.
hilarious la.
den play play.
the guys played till very hiong haha.
den when we swim we ti ti ti.
den the water got into the house.
haha.
dne latere shane brought umbrella in the pool lor.
so farnie.
den the nai ma told him to gave back.
ahha.
very very very farnie.
dne after that went to bateh and get changed.
we den slack lo.
watch tv.
play shane computer.
den i was like sleeping on their sofa.
haha.
den we had lunch lo.
had bee hoon.
not bad.
after that awhile 2+ shane ah gong sent us home.
he dropped me at novena mrt lo.
and so i mrt home.
after i recahed home i immediately go sleep till about 8 pm.
haha im a pig lo.
bounce off-ed!

2005-12-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

suddenly wanting to vent out the frustration and sadness in me...i dunno y...im living a complicated life..ppl dun understand me...even i dun understand myself..wad do i really want in life...wad am i thinking all this while..wad have i been doing..all the whys and wads..i seriously dun understand myself..maybe i should do some soul-searching these days..but i jus dun wanna think...thinking always fuel the sadness in me..im a depressed person..a forlorn figure sitting all by herself in a forlorn world...jus no one understand...i dunno who i am sometimes....i jus feel different...seems like i jus suck...im jus an ordinary person who feels that she is extraordinary when she is not..shes always trying to attract attention...but is that the main motive...no...shes jus trying to seek help...trying to evade herself from the forlorn world..but seems like after many tries...no one comes to her...even they do...they still wont understand her....

wad is wrong with me...maybe im too paranoid..too depressed...too saddies...too different from others...thats y...i feel like everybody hates me...but i jus dun understand...i dunno the cause...theres too many causes that might have caused that...maybe...maybe it is love...the lacking of love...im deprived of love...i jus dun really feel the love that people gave me...my family do....but i jus dun feel satisfied with the love they gave me..maybe they gave me the wrong type of love...i jus feel that there are alot of problems with my family...and....friendship love...its always fake...competition in studies really affect how a person treat his/her friends...i have like no true fren in school....my frens are jus all studying competitors...and now it comes to true love...maybe now i qing dou chu kai...maybe now i feel like getting into a love relationship...maybe that will satisfied me with the love i lack of...maybe...but maybe im too young..im still studying...cannot get into a love relaitonship...but i jus feel not right...not truly being loved by someone..maybe lots of people have had shower me with love care and concern...maybe i jus dun feel it...maybe...

2005-12-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

jus came back from hospital.

eh not me la.

accompany my n mum for my sis check up.

so now im eating fried rice plus hotdog lo.

den using com.

din have enuff sleep.

8 and a half hrs of sleep aint enuff.

slept at 4.30 ytd.

cos i went to 70.

last time got an aim to go 70.

is to see ah ma.

but now.

aim is to pay respect to ah ma - shang xiang.

so ytd we crowd around the table chat lo.

got my dad, san gu, desmond kor kor, biru jie jie, gary kor kor.

so at 1st they chat about dunno wad GUA PAI company.

so CAI JING lol.

den played mahjong abit.

after tt go pester my adults and big cousins lol.

den i forced them and irritate them to tell them tok about ncie stories.

keep nagging at desmond to tell stories.

hes a big time entertainer.

chat about the ah ma funeral.

keep toking about stuffs which related to 'qiu dou lao gao sua'.

yea very sad le.

bonding among the big family has been weaken by quarrels and stuff.

now ah ma gone.

worsen.

hais.

then we tok about thurs coming my house for steam boat-ing.

den wanna invite some relatives.

but got some aunts fan lian den duno who to invite.

LOL.

hais.

i want to have a more bonded large family.

jus like tt time when ah gong funeral.

that bonds us largely.

and for that 4 years.

and now.

the bond breaks.

70 gonna be sold i guess.

was kept last time for ah ma after ah gong gone.

but now ah ma gone le.

wad for keep it?

sumore alot of financial problems.

hais.

in the future.

where is the meeting point for us to gather and chat and have fun?

cherish ur love ones....

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

hais.
one week ago this time.
it will be a real sad time.

1st day - Tuesday

let me say everything bout the last 7 days bah.
grandma had passed away on 22 nov 2005.
at around night time.
everybody rushed down to ttk.
when me n mum was there.
her heartbeat was near to flat.
jus little small curves shown on the machine.
everybody called ah ma.
hoping that she would wake up.
some were crying.
everybody keep saying good stuffs to her.
for example my aunt said in hokkien
"mother ar, ai seng zhap li ki mai. pua kiao."
all crying.
once i saw the heart rate become 2 separate lines one down one up.
but den it den went back to small cruves.
den i saw large curves.
i was happy at the moment.
but it went back to small curves again.
den doctor said want examine her.
den we went out.
but the doctor took out the oxygen thing.
ah ma was gone.
my sister and father den reached the ward.
they were late cos sis studying dad working.
all the relatives were out at the reception there.
den i heard my bro said my dad cried terribly.
only dad and mum and him were at the bed there at that time.
my bro demo the action.
waaa i see till very xin suan.
den aunts all keep asking ah ma to bao you all.
saying good stuffs.
ask her to an xin dun worry.
walk bright path.
as we dun wanna her to be kept in the ice box.
we decided to send her to the singapore casket there.
doctor say mus have casket office bring her body cos need to inject the fang fu ji.
sumore according to custom.
at night cannot bring home.
den as my xiaogu good fren is sumone who in charge of this casket thing de.
the one who help huang na funeral de.
zheng hai chuan and auntie sally.
so all went to mortuary there the reception.
as my ah ma is pushed down to the lowest floor to go into the car to the sg casket.
sally auntie gonna go help ah ma make up.
how daring.
den when we were at the mortuary.
i asked the maid bout the whole thing as she was there.
she said at around 5 nurse got check up her.everything was good.
heart rate blood pressure.everything good.
but then at around 6 maid notice ah ma is crying.
as in tears were flowing down her eyes.
den she oso saw ah ma took a deep breath.s
she informed the nurse.
nurse notice ah ma is not breathing on her own.
they gave ah ma the oxygen thing and manage to resus her.
but her condition wasnt good.maid informed 4th uncle and messgae was passed around.
...
ah ma is still not yet pushed down.
we saw a black car.
we were asked not to see and turn the opposite direction.
not good to see ma.
den hor ah ma is down.
we all shouted ah ma as ah ma is pushed into a red colour van to be sent to sg casket there.
everybody was uper sad.
it was around 12+ midnight le.
den my family and i went back home 1st.
at home i cant sleep.
i keep thinking about last time.
when i still see ah ma very good.
hais.
i slept at around 4.

2nd day - Wed

woke up at around 9.30.
bought stuffs like white tees. packed things to go to 70 to stay over for the next 1 week.
we were asked to reached at 11.30
but parents need to worked so we reached at around 12+ near 1.
70(ah ma house but now mus call 70) was very luan.
the altar and those stuffs which got reflection mus be covered with red paper.
cannot bai bai.
den very luan.
cousins were playing gameboys and stuffs but adults were busy informing and stuffs.
den i followed my uncle bro dad and big cousin to casket place there choose coffin.
at 1st went to dunno where.
the coffin is thsoe traditional type.
den very big.
cck cemetry cannot accept that kind of length.
we wanted that becos it was about the same like my ah gong tt type want.
but too big so we dun wan take risk.
we went to geylang bahru there the auntie sally place.
the coffin was quite sophisticated.
chose that.
den we went back to 70.
i took my white tee and the blue tee n shorts.
the zhang peng all those all were ready.
quite big n looks grand.
wreaths keep coming and coming.
tables n chairs alot.
den my ahma body came.
we all took the josstsicks and we kneel down.
ah ma body is laid on dunno wad type of stretcher.
we shouted
ahma come home in hokkien.
den got alot of things to do.
we tell ah ma to walk bright path to no worry to leave us.
she was beautiful after the make up.
she gotta wear the shou yi.
den children mus help to button.
children need to help ah ma wear the jewellery and stuffs.
den the coffin arrive lo.
while ah ma was being placed into the coffin.
we were told not to see.
den got alot of things need to follow.
like walking round the coffin once and kneel down dunno wad.
alot.
very saddening.
den a glass pane was put over.
we can see her face.
coffin was not closed.
we need to change into the appropriate clothes lo.
den need to brun the ka be ji.
like the incense paper.
but is not called that.
called kabeji.
need to keep bruning day n ngith hours minutes n seconds.
the fire mus not be out.
then theres a candle by the side.
candle mus keep light up.
it leads ah ma to the bright path in the huang quan thing.
so we cousins were folling around in the room.
aunrts n uncles were folding the paper money n informing frens n reletives.
den we had dinner.
cooked by thsoe kim tin.
den ya cousins all stayed int eh 3rd floor room playing.
den people came to pay respect to ah ma.
we gave them drinks peanuts sweets.
need to put those red threads.
for good luck i guess.
dun really likes to play with cousins.
they all around primaty schools.
only a few same age as me.
so i chat with my aunts and ucnles.
i keep bruning the kabeji.
den sally auntie said that last night when she help ah ma make up.
theres a moth on my ah ma clothes.
she let us see the picture she took with her hp.
we were very happy.
we suppose and are sure that that moth is my ah gong who came to find my ah ma.
haha maybe some wouldnt believe.
but aint it very coincidence.
we r absolutely sure thats ah gong.
we told ah ma that night that ah gong will come bring her together.
so i burn n burn n burn till around 2+.
went down to 1st flooor pua kiao with cousins.
lost alot of money.
haha den 3+ am i burn the kabeji.
fold n brun fold n burn.
den oso hal;f way chatted with 2 big cousisn.
30+ and 20+ years old liao.
den 30+ years old say that now the funeral stuffs and work all very simple liao.
in the past alot of thigns need to follwo.
for example last time all need to sleep beside coffin.
den cannot comb hair for the 7 days.
den he tok aboput his personal expereicne.
tt time his ahma passed away.
becous of some factors.
he was the only kin who went to see ah ma.
he stay near the hospital.
so got once he stayed there afor 3 days.
he tried to notice his ah ma is who.
but he cant notice.
he ask the nurse again.
the nurse keep giving him the same ward and bed number.
but den he still cant notice.
den he slept at the chair there.
den coincidentally he woke up.
he saw his ah ma walking through the ward path.
his ah ma cannot walk de.
den he went to the bed there.
and see alot of water.
his ah ma is given on sometype of water stuff to survive.
his ah ma had passed awaty.
den during the funeral.
he naughty and innocent ma.
sumroe he the onbly one in charge of the funeral.
den need to brun the kabeji.
he told his little cousisn.
to burn them in stack and stack.
when it is suppose to burn one by one.
den hor the fire very strong.
until the coffin break and lie hen.
den got water come up.
too strong a fire can cause the body to melt.
waa i listen till very ke pa.
den keep listening to them about all this stuff.
and aroynd 7+ around eating breakfast i went to sleep.

3rd day-thrusday

woke up at around 1+.
cousins aunts and ucnles werent all there.
some were folding the paper money.
some were chatting with each other.
some occasionally talking to my ah ma through the glass pane.
had lunch.
maid cooked de.
den bla bla bla.
walk around the outside.
i saw a moth keep flying here and there.
guess what.
evening ate buffet.
kim tin people cooked de.
then people keep coming to pay respect to ah ma.
mroe and mroe wreaths keep coming.
almost all eblong to my 7th uncle n aunt de.
den the monks and shifu came.
need to song jing.
den hor the monks and can read the fo jing till so fast.
world record sia.
den some were down zhao dai those who come.
especially my 7th uncle uper busy.
den throughout the song jing time quite boring.
cos we dun understand what they nian-ing.
but it will be good to my ah ma.
den at around 9 finish.
uncles aunts went down chao dai their frens.
cousins helpednto put penauts and threads n sweets on the plates to place on the table.
those who came gotta eat red bean soup and buffet.
so good.
den i was at 1st floor talking with my cousins.
biru jie jie and his bf gary kor kor bought jalan kayu de roti prata for us.
they brought tea and coffee too.
so while i was eating n drinking, i playes daidee and balut.
keep losing.
my elder cousins very pro.
den lose over 10 bucks lo.
hais hais hais.
so we played chat crap crack lame jokes.
tok about ah ma stuffs lo.
i slept at around 8.30.
was crapping the whole midnight.

4th day - friday

den i woke up at around 3.
cousin who played in the 3rd floor room woke me up.
went down and burn some kabeji.
slack slack slack crap.
ate the famous bedok chee kueh.
bought by my 7th aunt.
real nice n cool.
n soon dinner time.
food was great.
not bad.
got song jing time again.
at 1st is my 7th uncle monks.
he brought them back from thai.
den is cai gu who helped song jing lo.
very chim.
and fast./
dun understand what they talking.
we turn alot and alot of rounds around the coffin and house.
i think got 50-100 rounds lo.
sumore the hous is terrace so very big and long.
then people came lo.
they gotta eat kong ba pau curry jelly.
waa alot.
but the food was jus average.
den we slack.
zhao dai my mum frens and my mother side aunts.
ghim moh people got come.
den ya chat chat crap crap slack slack burn the kabeji.
den slowly midnight lo.
so i went down 1st floor pua kiao agaian.
lost abit.
den chat crap.
jermaine kor brought tanglin halt bee hoon for us.
nice nice of him.
food was quite ncie.
but cold le.
den hor crap crap crap.
biru jie jie fren brought hor fun for us.
ate abit and i go pua kia with desmond jermiane biru shaun.
den jus crap n stuffs.
ton ton ton keep ton ing and slept at around 8.30.

5th day - saturday

woke up at around 3+.
felt a serious tummy ache.
like feel like vomiting lo.
maybe i ton too much den like tt bah.
after i slack abit den ate dinner den it was ok.
had vegetarian food.
alot of days eat vegetarian food liao.
super sian diao.
but good for ah ma duiring her walk in dunno where bah.
no kill life.
haha den soon got people come lo.
but we all involved in the song jing period ba.
so keep trying to follow the rhythm of the fo jing.
the cai gu read till uper fast.
time pass slow lo.
den the cai gu said that those who can stay stay.
those who need to chao dai the guests go chao dai lo.
i sneak down haha.
huiwen and her parents were there.
haha aint tt cool?
lol.
u all mus be wondering why huiwen would be at my ah ma funeral haha.
her mum sister is my er jiu mu.
so sort of got guan xi de.
so i was like uper shy.
dunno wad to tok.
juus keep sucking my straw.
i occasionally run to my mother sister table there eat curry and chicken wings.
and then i run back lor.
and then like bla bla bla.
den peizhi jie jie ask me wan to eat beehoon not.
jermaine kjor kor da bao from tanglin de.
tt one very nice food.
so of cos i wan lol.
den slack slack.
run to huiwen table there act shy.
den after that they went home lo.
den i cont to eat the chicken wings n curry.
wings were great but curry not.
den jewrmaine kor came and we ate the beehoon lo.
den desmond and mingchang kor kor quarrel.
fierce quarrel.
waa at 1st they were ' shifu and tu di '
now they enemy liao.
desmond scold mingchang becos mc did not care about his mother when his mother got injured on her hand.
mc said he do not noe.
lol den bla bla.
biru jie jie fren - peggy den came lo.
chat chat chat abit.
puakiao time again.
daidee balut and in between.
i won around 10 bucks.
was happy hhaa.
won becos of the in between lo.
den we crack alme jokes.
do stupid thingsa haha.
biru jie jie teach de.
fancying a 25 year old still do this kind of tricks haha.
but was quite fun la.
fun time with shaun shane me desmond peggy and biru.
desmond keep losing the in between haha.
den he followed 6th uncle to a kelong place.
the place is very confidential de.
haha they wanted to get us some fishes for us as breakfast lo.
den when they came back we went up to the 2nd floor eat.
den yanling and san gu told us while they and 7th auntie were talking.
a very big moth were listening like that.
the moth was hanging on the leave.
i saw the moth lo.
so uper uper big.
haha we were happy and sure that thats ah ma.
ahha thats our belief lo.
very qiao right.
den we ate the like 15+ different types of fishes.
they went in a motor boat and caught them.
plus some squids and crabs haha.
cooked at the kelong place there immediately de.
waahaha then uper fresh lo.
but i din really like to eat them.
dun like the smell.
so i ate a little crabbie meat and little fish meat lo.
den we crap and laugh and joke.
haha.
sounds like a happy moment?
no la still sad.
but we jus nothing to do so joke lo.
den ya we ate till around 8+ in the morning.
den me biru jie jie and peggy jie jie wlak peggy out to the main road.
they aksed me to treat them cofee and tea.
so i went with them.
meant to buy for them but the coffeeshop haven open.
haha
too bad so went home.
chat at the table there.
den suddenly heard a very miserable cry.
yanling rushed out and say she scared.
we went in and saw my ah gong brother de wife there crying.
i asked 3rd aunt she say old people when see someone die always cry and sing dunno wad type of song.
no wonder i heard someone half sing half crying.
cried till very qi chan.
frightened me.
den i went to sleep.

6th - 7th day - Sunday to Monday
woke up at around 4 pm lo.
den crap slack eat again.
den we saw a small moth flying at around the zhang peng there again.
haha strange lo.
so den we ate dinner.
we ate fast lo.
den soon got the yi shi with the taoist.
need to take josstsicks and stuffs.
turn around the house the coffin and stuff.
very long.
then i saw my pri sch fren de mother.
her mother is my er jiu mu fren haha.
den hor got those groups of people come.
at 1st is my 76th uncle de.
big group.
dn my fatehr de long shi tuan.
cool people.
got around 30+ people.
the long shi tuan is call yun feng long shi ti yu hui.
they wore black tee.
cool lo.
den they brougth their flag.
den bow three times.
wow so cool.
den got ghim moh people came.
den got the shang yi long shi ti yu hui.
not many people.
but they r coolers too haha.
den more and more groups come.
den the tables used like not enuff like that.
got groups come so need more table.
so cool lo.
but slowly no people le.
den
at nigth we need to burn the hosue for ah ma.
plus the maid and paper money and stuffs.
went to the garden there.
big space.
the hosue were turn to a diagonal direction which face the road to 70.
throw the paper money up into the paper house.each were to throw shoe.
den burn it.
the fire so darn big.
darnnie darnnie big lo.
den e went back.
told not to turn back bah.
den after finishing den bai bai abit.
den finish lo.
den we all go chose the blankets and towels that people gave.
chose alot like crazy.
everybody snatching towels.
those got spiderman doraemon and bear picture de.
haha we were crazy.
den chat with 7th uncle.
thou he rich hor.
but he got good ren sheng guan nian.
den chat until i never go down pua kiao.
went down to 1st floor jus crap abit.
den heard liang yi crying miserably.
we all rushed up to 3rd floor.
saw her crying till very cham.
herad that her father- 6th uncle slapped her hardly.
sumore alot of times.
den we were asked not to go kajiao so we went down.
we told 6th uncle we very hungry so he drove me biru jie jie and sister to amk there buy kway chap and porridege dish for all for breakfast.
they asked me to treat haha.
paiseh to reject so i treated lo.
6th uncle say his car got cockroach de.
i was like shouting all way in the car.
hilarious la.
den reached 70 ate kway chap and porridge lo.
sounds like we are enjoying ourself during this solemn time.
but haha gathering ma.
mus cherish lo.
we crapped and listen to yanling acting as 3rd uncle tok.
so duper farnie haha.
den me birujie jie sister bro yee wei and hsuan played mah jong.
was tecahing biru jie jie how to play.
but she noe mostly lo. we played till morning den jus slack abit.
around 8 i went 1st floor sweep the flooor.
the road got alot alot alot fo peanut shells.
need to do endless sweeping lo.
very tired.
haha.
den nice 4th ucmle brought bedok chee kueh and nasi lemak for us.
i rushed up and eat lo.
hungry after my energy is loss form the sweepings haha.
after eating i went up to bathe.
gotta rushed cos everybody wanting to bathe.
by 10.30 mus be ready for the chu bing.
at 1st need to bai bai take josstsick.
alot of aunts uncles cousins went to ah ma coffin there tell her to bao you us in studies in health all this.
all wanting to see ah ma last face before the coffin is closed.
almost all near to tears.
den we went out of the living room and we wree told to turn the opposite side when the coffin is closed.
when my dad fren carried the coffin down to 1st floor we wree oso told not to see.
after that we all went down.
after coming down we cannot coem up cos now the house is cleared.
so we were told to go toilet quickly and stuff.
down wrere all the working being done.
all the bing bang clang and stuff.
den got the bai bai infrot of ah ma coffin and the tabels n atbels of food for ah ma.
den we were told to sit near the coffint here.
den shang yi long shi tuan came anbd pay respect.
they broguht the uper uper long flag.
den clang clang bomp bomgp dong qiang.
den later got my father associated the club wen you she.
the angmohlorkor.
very noisy clng clang clang.
den we gotta take the paper money and as we walk rounds and rounds gotta throw in the air lo.
den i notice alot people were crying.
er gu po 3rd aunt 4th aunt and xiao gu was crying sadly.
er gu po ssang the song which old people would sing.
all crying sadly.
but all the little cousins like nothign happen like that.
den we keep siting down near the coffin as dunno wad happening.
very tired and i slept lo.
i so irrespectful haha.
den not long the chu ping liao.
the poeple carry the coffin lo.

den all the relatives and frens walk behind.
walk walk walk till the amoy quee camp there.
quite saddening la.
gonna ah ma departed us le.
den as the coffin is being placed into the ling che.
we wrere told not to see lo.

waa the ling che not those normal van type.

is those very grand type den alot of colourful deco de.
den after that we went up the coach bus.
quite sad la.
alot of people sleeping in the bus.
too tired.
desmond said that all those who gonna go to the sua ding( cemetry) cannot drive faster den the ling che.
if not tt bus or car cnanot go up the cemetry lo.
den i was trying to notice the shang yi logn shi tuan lorry haha.
den we were behind them.
den noticed from far the ling che lo.
dne like half an hour later reached the cck cemetry there.
ah ma coffin being carried out of the ling he and we cnanot see again.
den hor they carry carry the coffin till the ordered place and place in in the mud.
den hor gotta kneel down and bai bai bai bai.
den hor we were told to go back.
after that all ah ma children and inside grandson mus go back there.
throw a mud and go.
den after that we all went back.
nidda throw the dai xiao thing there and the socks we wore.
final farewell to ah ma le.
den we went up the coach bus lo.
1st uncle carried a dunno wad thing.
i taoist person said the soul is in the dunno wad lu.
den we were told to say ah ma cross bridge as the bus saw a bridge or cross over a bridge.
den reached there need to wash the flower water.
eyes and hands lo.
den up to living room den got to put the thing on a table.
den need to bai bai.
den we went down to eat lo.
food wask onli.
after that went up bai bai and stuff again.
den need to bathe quickly lo.
den group and group of us preparing to go to temple later so as to make us ablke to go to other people houise.
thye say need to go temple bai bai den can go other people house lo.
i went later at around 7+ went we wree told to clear 70 by 7 lo.
den went there the temple nbeed to wash with flower water.
den went into the temple by the back door.
dne pray pray abit den go out by the main door.
ate the sweet lo.
after that reached home at around 8+.

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-23T09:26:00.000+08:00

JO-eleanor asked me to blog.

im so honoured haha.

so i gonna blog for the sake of her.

haha.

eeeeerrrr.

woke up at 12.15 actually.

but i lazed around on the bed till 12.45.

it was raining la.

ruin my plan to play bball lo.

idiotic rain.

brush-ed teeth and chat with my aunt and cousins lol.

den went down to eat and crap.

came back home and i bounced my bball again.

did some grammar practise lo.

guai right.haha.

if dun do confirm fail my eng de.

use-d com lo.

very sian.

den i go watched the street basketball video.

the stunts were uper fast, swift,tricky and cool!

it really mades the defenders looks uper stupid haha.

i examine the stunts lo.

decided to try it out and practise next time.

haha.

so now im helping mum to sweep the floor.

good me.

and oso blogging haha after reading JO-eleanor tag.

u should be GLAD JJTWW.

haha. the previous 2 entry blog today de.

uper sian.

BOMP BOMP BOMP!

bouncing my bball again.

practise controlling and dribbling of ball.

haha i wanna be a freestyler lol.

but standard too lan.

gotta train train train!

i wanna pursure bball!

i nidda officially ask:

WHO CAN BE MY COACH?

haha i wan to play well!

i want to join outside team!

i want to play for singapore!

but my lan standard doesnt allow me.

thats wad bothering me for day n night hours minutes and seconds.

BBALL!

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

woke up at about 12 pm today lo.

den rushed my mum to go to school buy books haha.

den school got alot ppl there.

tried sch u 1st.

i tried alot lo.

den was debating with mum on the size of shirt.

bigger size baggier nicer wad.

haha but the more ex lo.

bought 2 sets of sch u den head-ed to buy books.

the books were new and nice and light haha.

so excited over the books haha.

back home at 1.10 and went to eat till 1.45.

had to rush cos gotta meet cousins at 2.30 at dhoby.

i change-d and out to mrt.

was late.

eh actually not late la.

jus that cousins were early lol.

so we headed down to x-square play xbox.

we party on played halo 2.

i was the 2nd last lo.

so sad la.

den got 4 outsiders coem joined party.

they chao pro lor. keep killing us. argggh.

we den played dead or alive ultimate lor.

tagg-ed team with zheng-jie fight yuzhen.

haha 50-50 game.

den shaun and zhengjie played fighter game.

shaun purposely take 1 vs 1 game dne kcik me out lor.

fuck.

so i played nba 2oo6 with yuzhen.

hm i won.

tyco de la.

cos i played calmly.

haha.

den we played freestyle game.

haha the stunts were absurb lol.

den we played fighter game with chengda.

me and chengda tagg-ed team.

we won mostly haha.

mrt-ed to novena at about 5.30.

den six uncle and family and 2nd aunt n uncle was there too.

they ltr went off and i waited for my parents and sis.

ah ma kept on sleeping lo.

so at about 7.30 went off to whampoa eat the wad fish head lu.

hm food was ok. quite nice.

but i dun like the fish.

unpleasant smell lol.

den we cabb-ed home and i use computer till now.

quite sian.

gotta go bounce my bball le.

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

went bballing @ around 11+.

at 1st the shots were nice.

but den it kept on hitting off the hoop.

dulan me keep practising.

the basketballer spirit.

but den the shots were stll average la.

darn rain ruin my bball practise lor arggh.

so i was forced to ran back home after 1 hr of intensive training.

ARGGGH.

so i bounced my ball at home.

it went BONG BONG BONG!

uper nice.

guess-ed the ppl downstairs must be very frustrated.

haha i dun care.

so i went down to eat.

eh it was like so duper cold?

so i ate fast and ran back home.

in need of warmth.

haha.

so i use my computer.

quite sian la.

den i went out with mum, aunt and little cousin to bugis to find my sister.

and i saw some uper cool shorts and shirts which i would like to buy for cny.

those shirts n shorts are so cool.

but like dun really fit girls.

but wearable la haha.

den i went to eat at the foodcourt.

and little larry took my drink.

uh i was so dulan.

so i drank my mineral water.

haha i shldnt be angry with a little boy.

moreover, hes my cousin.

but i am stil angry.

haha.

and he went "wo bu xi huan lixuan jie jie".

haha.

den good lixuan bought wor wor wor for him.

haha wor wor wor is french fries la haha.

that is his saying for fries LOL.

and den he went "wo xi huan lixuan jie jie"

and den i gave him fries to eat.

he was like giggling and so happy LOL.

after delivering the food to my sis work place.

we went to ttk hospital to see my grandma.

she's still in the same condition lo.

so we stay-ed for a while and went back home.

it was duper late la.

9+.

and i gotta rush back home to watch sg vs vietnam football match.

so i rushed my mum back home.

asked her to run lol.

it was duper hilarious.

den i ate milo ice cream and watched.

1st goal was great.

but sg defense and the controlling of the ball was like darn bad.

den referee give xtra 4 mins add to the 1st half.

and viet scored lor at the last min of 1st half.

so idotic.

den i tot sg would win back at the 2nd half.

but viet scored in 1 more goal shortly after 2nd half start lo.

den got 2 penalty to sg referee din give.

eeerrrr.

argggh.

den i went to my garndma house lo.

den listen the adults chat.

den my big cousin keep saying very sayang i din went to phuket.

while looking at the foto they keep saying the gooods.

they meant to make me jealous la haha.

im abit la seriously.

but ok lo.

den chat slack eat everyth.

back home at 3.20 am haha.

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

hais i woke up so early today.

11+.

aint that early? i slept at 3 ytd.

woken up by yuzhen call to go suntec.

WCG 2005.

so i just change-d and rush-ed out.

uh i miss my bus.

DUH.

so i went to buy mc 1st.

den went back wait for bus.

in the bus i ate lol.

heng driver no see.

long journey.

i was duper olate.

den went up to the convention hall find them.

walk around still see no them.

10 mins later den see.

den we went to see halo 2 the competiton 1st.

wow the players so pro.

shoot so zhun.

den we went to see the CS.

so congested la.

sumore the ppl like giraffe block my view.

awwwww.

den sg team was competing.

but they were too far so i cant see.

so we went to the cyber space there.

den sat at the main stage the space there see titans the match.

XIAOT so cute.

but he lost.

uhhhhh.

there was cheering on-goings.

so noisy.

we walk-ed around.

i keep dragging my lazy feet.

very tired.

den we were to the freestyle booth.

keep looking at the com.

so nice the bball stunts.

we den sat at the main stage below there.

waited for the sg vs japan the DEAD OR ALIVE ULTIMATE.

1st/2nd placing match.

i waited so long.

so i went down buy milo.

and by the time i finish buying.

it ended.

ARGGGH.

sg lost eh.

i think should be sg win de lor.

WILSON CHIA THE BEST PLAYER OF THAT GAME.

but anyway sg attain a silver medal.

the only one.=)

den wev went to eat lo.

on the way i keep asking yuzhen bout bball and stuffs.

i asked him to be my coach haha.

i need a coach!

i wan to pursue bball!

den when they eat i still ask about bball.

haha den i keep thinking about bball.

bball addict.

den we went up slack lo.

watch this watch that.

den 2 hrs later went back home.

the bus driver hor.

wah piang.

cant stand him.

he newbie la.

i go up so many bus hor

eg 106 147 198 196 105 96 100

all these buses can use 55 cent without having to show my bus card.

all the 111 buses i have travelled all can use 55 cent without having to show bus card.

but hor, except for this 111 bus drove by that driver.

our conversation(ACTUAL :IN

"OEI OEI"

"SHEN ME"

"HAI MEI YOU TAP CARD"

"WO YONG 55 CENT"

"BU KE YI"

"WEI SHEN ME"

" YAO YONG BUS CARD"

"WO DA MEI GE BA SHI TOU GE YI"

"NA NI DENG QI TA SHOU NI DE 55 CENT DE BUS LOR"

eeerrr...so i tried to use my SPOILT ezlink card to tap.

eeeee i tried but cant.

its spoilt.

"ARRR DUI LA. NA CHU LAI SHOW MA"

den i so bus huang walk away.

den he there nag and ask me to take the bus ticket.

so i take and go up the stairs.

he cont nagging.

den on the bus i was wondering y shldnt i go down the bus and wait.

den later go home type complaint letter to sbs.

i was so angry la.

den i was sleeping on the bus.

mum keeep calling.

so fan.

den my tummy was notti.

feeling so drowsy and uncomfortable.

den sumore theres this guy behind me.

keep singing and putting his hand on the handler.

so near my head.

i wad like "har"

lol den i bought food for mum and dad at my hosue there the market.

den went home eat bathe-d and sue com.

den i keep bouncing my ball.

mum was so irritated den she went to slp.

haha.

so i use com till now lo.

ok la i go slp le.

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

had gg today. uh sian.
woke up so uper early.

we were supposed to make gadgets from 8 to 9.40.
however.
all of us were slacking!
haha. so lazy to make la.
plus the floor got so many millipedes.
suddenly popping out from ur leg there. beside you all these.
we SCREAMED.
we KILLED them.
uh.
not me.
i aint so cruel.
den anqi screwed up my hair.
uh.disgusting.haha.
so we joke-d around till 9.40.
had footdrill for like 2 hrs.
uper tiring.
damn.
i have no more voice to shout.
no more energy too.
but i have to jus keep shouting.
occasionally laughing.
DUH.
gg are like tt. not serious.
haha.
but we did a great job.
as wad the seniors say.
yipee.

went back home den rush to take bus down to orchard.
nidda meet yun yun to buy my bball shoes.
met amel and emily 1st.
den met yun yun lo.
hm i cant seem to put my foot in it.
she help-ed me.
lol im stupid la ok.
so the size fits and i bought.
den she say i every interested in bball right.
den she reccomended me to join aljunied kembangan csc the youth team.
haha i hope i can.
but my standard is darn bad.
i aint in a sch team la.
no proper training b4.
i go there sure kana laughed de.
haha too weak.
but i really hope i can join.
pursue my dream.
but external factors had tried to stop me.
eg parental objection, lack of studying time.
but i really hope i can improve.
and join it.

den we met jojo and clair CHOKE at PICNIC there.
dunno emily says is CHOKE. lol.
den sat there crapp-ed.
i kept looking at my new bball shoes.
simply love it.
but gotta wait for new yr den wear.
duh.
den we roam-ed far east.
looking at clothes and accesories.
those clothesare not my type.
so i kept on looking at my shoes.
heee.
den we went gelare there.
i ate single scoop cookies n cream.
emy and amel ate waffles.(BIG EATER)
haha. im so bad lol.

den we cont to walk around the shops.
den off-ed we went to the mrt.
it was raining lo.
so darn wet la.

den back home i let my mum see the new shoes.
she say ncie haha.
good for new yr.
lol.
den i bathe-d, use com eat n slack.
haha ok i go watch tv le.

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7.30 today haha.

gonna send my bro to airport lo.

and oso subian jie ji...receive flight..lol

my sister and relatives went phuket n today coming back lo.

so i bathe-d, change-d and den off to mrt.

pull my bro luggage.

fun fun.

awww im so childish.

the mrt is like ???? squeezy.

errr.

manage-d to squeeze in.

face on the door.

duh.

journey to airport so fast like tt.

we rushed to the check in point there.

my brother was bit eh late.

den rushed to t2 ate mcdonald.

use da free internet service.

gazing around.

duh so cold.

den we rushed to t1 again.

bro gonna go into the flight le.

bid him farewell.

errr so sad.

was forcing myself not to drop any tears.

i always like tt de.

den good-bye my brother.

den i went to the viewing mall.

tt time very sad.

on the verge of tears.

everytime i send my siblings to airport owaes cry de.

den i sat on the floor.

was trying to hunt for my brother's plane.

errr. dun see one.

duh.

i was wishing him bon voyage in my mind.

i was so uper sad tt time.

den around 11 went to the arrival hall.

waited for my relatives and sister.

they were fast eh.

went to the food court for lunch.

din eat anyth.

was full from my breakfast.

we crapp-ed and they say phuket was how nice.

they meant to make me jealous eh.

haha.

cab-ed down to home.

on the way joking around with my sister.

happy that she's safe back home.

wont feel so lonely liao.

haha.

reach-ed home at around 1.30.

change-d and im off to bball court.

duper tiring.

cant run.

no energy.

dunno y. hais.

few chop ins lo. sad.

my lay up is just average ok lo.

hais.

gotta train.

cant give up!

pursue my dreams.

tts wad makes a basketballer.

den went home at around 3.

ate fried kway teow.

so oily.

im fatter!

darn.

den i slept at around 4+.

cant be help. too tired.

so i slept till 8+.

uh so long.

im tired ar!

still so sleepy.

den watch tv.

use com till now lo.

gotta go iron guides skirt and jeans.

meeting yun yun for my bball shoes and shorts.

haha ok den towning with emily they all.

bounce off-ed!

2005-11-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

bball-ed in the court today.

nice nice.

finally noe how to lay-up.

gotta practise e tricks ba. practise!

walk-ed home around 2.

bathe-d and down-ed to dhoby gaut mrt meet yu zhen and shaun.

went x-square play xbox.

very fun!

the wad halo 2 crimson shoes or dunno wad.

love nba 2oo6 best!

but i lost la. to yuzhen.

he bball player ok haha.

we played till around 6.40 den mrt-ed down to novena den to ttk hospital.

went to kopitiam eat den we were joking around la.haha.

saw ah ma. she kept on sleeping. occasionally open up her eyes.

she just injected some heavy antibiotic.

think she feels comfortable bah.

but weaker.

den me and my cousins walked here and there.

i drank ice milo.

nice nice.

were just slacking around.

watch-ed tv, chitty chatting.

at round 1 my dad friend come fetch-ed him, me and my bro to eat at whampoa.

the wanton mee and chicken wings and fries are duper nice.

dey were saying i should eat vegetarian food.

according to them, eating those will make me a better person.

DUH.

den on the way back saw a car and motor accident.

motor cyclist were lying on the road without any sign of movement.

hope he's fine. =)

ok im so damn tired. i nid sleep!.

bounce off-ed.

2005-11-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

woke up early at 2+ today.

tired la. i slept at 4.30 ytd ok.

sis went phuket liao. awww im so bored.

so i went here and there today with my dad. went to eh bank den his fren house den bank again.

came back at around 4.30 and i slept till 5.45.

yea yea im a pig la duh.

i changed and cab-ed down with mum and dad to ttk hospital.

see my ah ma oh she's in bad condition la. she jus had a stroke ok.

so i lazed around, bought ice milo and went to watch tv.

big of eh sian la.

8+ cab-ed home and as i walked to the lobby saw zhong qin.

she's darn small ok.

i jus found out she's a teochew.

oh im being lame.

den ate at da market. den tok bout er ghim moh today mornin ggot lots of people got punch-ed

aww pain pain.

ate till arnd 10+ den went home.

den i watched tv, bounced my bball lazed around.

IM STONING!

haha so i use com till now lo.

gotta turn in earlier today.

tomorrow shall be a good day.

off-ed.

2005-11-14T15:03:00.000+08:00

watch-ed the the match france against germany.
but was too tired so when the 2nd half time start i slept LOL.

den today woke up early at 9 LOL.
lazed around, bounce-d my bball use the com.
so darn tired la so i went to bed at around 12.
sl ept like a pig till eh around 4+.

see mum off to wai po house and den changed into my clothes and bball shorts.
waaa bball court was full.
i join half a court where 4 adults play.
wow that guy so darn pro. for 3 point hor out of 10 net in 8 lor
den he keep chop-ing in. hais cannot tahan seeing his pro shots. LOL.

i keep slacking la. den lent my ball to brendon's fren LOL. den was trying to catch a few tricks done by the guy.

went home at about 7 den immediately pump my ball.
bo air liao.
i saw a deep cut on it.
awww pain pain.
den went to bathe.
bought duck rice.quite nice la.
watched tian guo de jie ti LOL. quite nice ba haha.
den use com use till now haha.

ok. im off guys.

2005-11-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

ok so yawen helped me with my blog. thx to her=)

today wake up so damn early @ 10+ den i kana locked in the room.

my door knob went so darn mad la.

den like call whole world to help me open the door and no one could.

end up my bro jus open it miracuously. LOL.

den i jus slack and went to have lunch. slack again.

pretty tired.

noon arnd 3 went court play bball den was like so fun.

at 1st was ok. no one there so no pressure.

i tried lay up ok tts a mess but luckily i managed to improve it. my hand keep going anth direction lor. den aiya so fed up.

how can a bballer dunno how to do lay up?DUH.

then hor the normal shootings ball slowly dunno y all hit the ring lor f.

den my enthusiasm all down liao so dulan argggghh.

sumore got ppl come so pressurize DUH.

but den i continue to play den waaa chop in several balls den boost my enthusiasm

after tt keep chopping in den was really feeling a sense of achievement.

tts the fun and meaning of playing bball.

haha im determined to train!!!train my layup, shooting,dribbling,tricks.

i wana learn bball!i wanna play for singapore!!

haha...i really admire those basketball pros like hoiying and shokchen. those are pro-ers.

hoiying brought queensway to second or wad for dunno wad c div girls . football top and i think their sch champion for woman soccer.

shokchen basketball brought anderson to second in the c div girls national by scoring almost 80% of the score. vball and netball pro too.

den i saw dominic lor and he so shuai la and waa piang shooting all go in. bai fa bai zhong.

so admired him la. hair sumore spike so shuai. new town de all like tt LOL.

play till arnd 6+ went back home.

bathe and eat and use com till now. haha abit sian la.

ok la. im off.